My Econarrative

Nature is an incomparable guide when you know how to follow her. She is like the needle in a compass pointing to the north.
-C.G. Jung

I am passionate about the human relationship to nature. I believe that intentionally tending this relationship is the single most powerful thing we can do to promote overall health and wellness for us and the Earth. Rooted in this basic premise of ecopsychology and informed by the concepts of Jungian depth psychology, I refer to my approach to eco-coaching as “Hilltending.”

Hilltending has also grown out of my personal experiences in and with nature. As a child, I was embraced by a sense of belonging to the Earth. As I grew though, that feeling slipped away, eaten up by the demands of a modern society that leaves little time for nature. It appears that part of growing up in modernity is the trauma of alienation from the wonders of the Earth. For me (and, as recent studies show, for many others), this had disastrous results as I unconsciously tried to replace with any number of distractions that feeling of oneness and to avoid the ecogrief of separation. Eventually, the alienation from nature provoked a complete collapse of the structures of the modern life I had built up. This was a gradual process that only became apparent when the house of cards came crashing down, sending me into a long period of anguish and confusion.

Thankfully, the writings of Joseph Campbell and C.G. Jung fell into my hands. I realized that I was knee-deep in the archetypal process of individuation, confronting and being confronted by the deep psyche. As a part of the therapeutic unraveling of the story I had been living, I began spending more time in nature. Like the needle of a compass pointing north, it was forests, hills, streams, and mountains that guided me back into a sense of rootedness that I had not known for a long time. More than anything, I learned that to tend our relationship to nature is to also tend our relationship to the Self. This rediscovered sense of oneness was an authentic and natural maturation process into the wholeness of an ecological Self, an essential but often neglected process of becoming more fully human. I felt astonished at the simplicity with which nature had called me into this process and rekindled a sense of oneness with the Earth. It led me to a sense of purpose and wholeness, empowering a thriving, regenerative way of being on the planet.

The long process of my own ecopsychological healing prompted my desire help others realize a healing transformation of their relationship to Self and nature. From the Kerry National Forest in Ireland to the wooded hills of Germany, to the high desert of California, to the forests and meadows of West Michigan, I have been blessed to be allowed to guide and witness many powerful experiences of ecotherapeutic restoration.